i am emo-ing again! why arent eu there for miie this time??

now i am feelin rather confused...
i dunno...
its like...
i realli like being the class's vice chairperson...
its gives miie great sastifaction...
i feel really happi when i was the monitress...
but i wasnt choosen...
i just wasnt choosen...
but jinyao was choosen...
and robin too...
robin is popular...
hence ppl vote for him...
do eu think robin would want to be the vice chairperson??
i dunno...
but i know i would!
but no one would vote for miie...
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i feel disappointed...
though josiah feel happi that his no longer the class vice chairperson...
i realli miss workin together with him...
its the most happi and sad time or my life...
we had been though so mani ups and down together!!!
its like we had spent one year with each other...
we laugh , quarrel and pain together...
workin with him is like alreadi part of my life!
i dun think i can do without him!
haix...
but 1 thing i'm veri sure...
is tat he can still move forward with miie in his life...
in stead he can live on even better...
he really hate miie to th core =[
i realli dunno how i am feelin now...
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i feel so emo...
i want talk to amelia...
but she got piano lesson...
jordan ...
basketball trainin =[
dodo...
dunno how his doin now...
i dun realli keep in touch with him leh...
is like...
we are no longer friends??
after beenin together for 2 years...
he still dunno miie well...
he dun understand how i am feelin on th inside!
i cant talk to him anymore...
cas whenever we talk...
after a while ...
we nwould start to quarrel again!!!
i dunno...
i just think he doesnt care about miie!
he show more care to Jessica then miie...
tis shows how NOT impt i am in his life...
so breakin up is the best choice for th both of us...
if we dun not want to suffer anymore....
though i did miss him in the beganning...
i miss the times we went out together...
i miss the time we share fries together...
i miss the time he tell miie he love miie...
i miss the time we went on a double date with amelia & jordan...
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buaiiis~!