what am i to him??

i am rather confused ...
why do i mind so much about how he thinks about miie??
i dunno why either...
whenever he say something bad about miie...
i nvr seem to mind for long...
maybe its cas i like him much more than i hate him...
or maybe he stands a veri impt position in my heart...
but i know something so sure tat sometimes thinkin about it makes miie cry...
tat is...
to him...
i ' m some1 tat will nvr be given a impt position in his heart...
maybe its cas...
he hates miie...
maybe to him...
i am some1 who dun care towards my friends...
maybe to him ...
i am some1 who cant lose...
maybe to him...
i ' m some1 extra in his world...
maybe to him...
i ' m a B***H...
i dunno...
but all i knoe is...
i can no longer fall deeper into the trap...
or i would nvr be able to come out ...
i would nvr forget about him and move forward...
buaiis~!