i am tired of fightin with eu

todae ...
eu hurt miie in th heart again...
though i didnt show tat i was hurt...
but ...
deep inside...
its like i was been stabb in th heart...
whenever i let eu win ...
whenever i give in to eu ...
eu would say : " YES! "
but actualli...
i didnt realli want to let eu...
its just tat...
i am too tired to fight with eu...
tis might be th last year we be in th same class...
i realli dun want to spend th rest of th year with eu fightin...
so i had to give in to eu...
i know eu are veri happi when i let eu win...
and when i didnt take part in ur life...
so ...
i would try not to bother eu...
since eu prefer us not to be frens...
but i was wonderin ...
when would we ever be friends again...
when will be stop fightin ...
i realli regret fightin with eu last year...
but i knoe its all too late...
i am realli tired of puttin a fake " dun care " kind of look...
whenever eu and gary say nasty things bout miie...
but ...
i dun think tis is possible anymore...
i would try my best...
but i can no longer decieve myself...
i realli like eu ALOT...
i want to knoe th reason for eu to hate miie...
though i did hear from lots of ppl its because ...
i dun care about my frens feelin and i betrayed my frens...
but wat i did was obviousli for her own gd...
its okayys how others think about miie...
but i cant believe tis is how eu think about miie...
i want to hear it from eu personalli!!!
i am realli disappointed..................................