Why try so hard?

hihi. life is full of unpredictable stuff, stuff and incident i would nvr expect to happen. sometimes i appear tat i dun care abit about wats goin on in my life. Though i am able to fool some of them, but i still unable to fool myself... my life is way more complicated than it appears to be... everything seems so... so different, different from the past, where i used to be so simple minded... nw, i tend to complicated and make things worst... sigh. i just wish i would stop being so foolish and stop try cas what's the point of trying if what no matter eu do, in the end it would still end up being pointless? its simply just a waste of time...