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heyhey, mmm.... i'm here to post again... well , we had a long conversation yesterday.. till midnight... somehow we broke the record?? but i realli wonder like he do, how long can we last tis time?? we nvr last long... all i knew is, after a few days we would end up quarreling again... we nvr talk peacefulli for more than 3 months... i hate the feeling of living in fear , fear tat someday , he would hate miie again like he used to , fear tat soon , he would regret talking to miie... haixxx... i knoe wat i am doin is seriousli wrong, but i jus cant stop worrying?? i hate it when i do tat... make miie feel like i'm a control freak? l0l....

aq