hihi. yesterdae didnt post, no time mahh... wanted to post though. busi doin maths last minute chiong, hahax. then also science last minute chiong =p thn... when to revise science for the mid year exams =] so guaiis miie , l0ls. as if. =p

sometime tellin the truth requires lots of courage .

hihi. todae , stayed back for geography test. had chinese paper backk... i got 65 over 100 , csa got 66... had i told eu guys b4?? nvm... anyway , yeahh... after test , look for ms chua to borrow the laptop to do chinese... thn cannot... so we went to csa house to do... sandric and timo.. end up wasting their time , where w8ing for us... in th end ... we dunnid their help =.=" l0ls. thn we do finish everythin, save take veri long , so as we w8 for it to save , i did hwk at their house, at th end , no time , so i went home at 6 , reached home at around 6.45??? L0LS. thn just b4 i left , weiren ask sueann for siewhwee hp no. so we prank him , gave him my no. so ask him call miie =p so evill.... hahax. and mean too... l0ls. in the end , just tell him the real one =p hahax. haix... after everythin tat gone through... i wonder if now's a gd time to put a stop to all th rumors and others?? i wonder when will i be able to let out this secret of mine?? is it realli time now?? i have no idea... maybe i shld just tell out my secret and put a stop to all this... so that we would all nt suffer anymore...
nth else, see ya , buaiis~!

a.q

P.S th reason i chose to tell th truth , is to stop all this stuff from hurting any more ppl. it has cause enough damage to mani alreadi... it's time to put a stop to all this...

o.0 nth special todae

hihi. todae went to csa house again to continue with th filmin... o.0 haix. cant believe i did so badli for chinese class test!!! arhh!!!! 65 over 100!!!! zzz... csa got 66 over 100.. better thn miie 1 mark... =[ waaaa.... want cry leh... =[ cant let mummie knoe my results ... i will be dead meat... zzz... ohh yeahhh... now sueann is my gan meiii... =] one more.. =] hehex. todae , homeecon go through open book test. lifelit , did a mind - map on temptation and fire. science , do notes , go through chapter 23. atoms and molecules!!! mY fav. chapter too!!!! yeahh!!! cher give back my test paper , the same class test , minus one mark!!! zzz... 33 over 40... =.=" yeahh . thn ... chinese , cher give free period , so we did our last min maths =p hehex. slacker lah miie. thn, maths , go through a simultaneous qns(es) l0ls. nth muchh... tmr got geography test... why cant it be on thursdae?? waaahhh.... or fridae?? thn i can studie longer mahh... zzz.... thn ... tmr... stay backk do the editing of scenes for the film. haixx... sianx.. todae didnt buy bubble tea... o.0 miracle. hahax. mmm.... tmr no science.. i see.... yeahh... thn maths lesson , ms tan keep complainin leg pain , sore etc. damn funni... thn davin make fun of KH. l0ls. haix. just feel so disappointed with my chinese results. =[ zzzz... maybe i shld change my blog skin one dae?? i dunno if i shld change or not... see first , see got nice one mahh... yeahh... just now still help sueann xxxiaoo mei type her homeecon elearinin out... cas her com cant log her in , but mine can , so she told miie answer , i type in her answer for her... see i so kind. l0ls. as if. =p yuupppi!!! ffound my march holiday the heymaths elearining ws that i printed , so dunnid redo =] yuppi!!! hehex. l0ls. haix.. realli like nth special todae woo... thn kk , i dun post anymore , post more tmr thn... if i have the time ... buaiis~!

a.q

P.S dun think eu are smart means eu can anyhow jump to conclusions. eu maybe clever , but eu definiteli have a BAD personality and character. I finalli knew why no one wants to be ur friend & why the class hate eu tat much.

song of the week 2

hihi. kk , from tis week onwards , i would recommend my fav.song for th week.
tis week , it is :

Because of you by Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Can heard from:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTTjLxXFg0k

my rating :
4 and 1/2 over 5. =]

a.q

wat does 143 567424 means to miie??

hihi. postin again. todae woke up at 9 am , did some revision on geography , thn help make breakfast. had breakfast, on computer , on9 , onli joshua online bah leh =.=" sianx.... borin.. nth much , surf th net , watch one episode on itazura na kiss episode 19 [ i think ] i simply love th part , kotoko "empty" th book shelf on Naoki. nicee... though mani think it is veri sad... l0ls. i'm weird [ influence by ONE OF MY GAN MEI , ur shld knoe who... ] l0ls. haix... thn went back to study, had lunch , mummie didnt cook . so we ate out. l0ls. athena allow miie say , i finalli knoe wat is " 143 26 25 " I AM SO CLEVER... l0ls. jkjk. i getting a cookie on thursday !!! yupppi!!!hahax. veri boring. doing hwk , tons of hwk w8-ing for miie... haix... buried under th books. still no time link cheewai , relink esther and dongmei , no time go out with cherrie and amelia , no time study with amelia , though she got help miie with my hwk sometimes... haix... so troubled she is , i dun even have th time to hear her cry her heart out??? hear her troubles and problems, i'm such a bad fren, she always hear to miie talk about my problems with my friends and stuff, it just seems like i dun have th time to listen to hers.... haix... kk , todae realli nth much , now rainin.. i love the rain =] kk , buaiis~!

try find out wat 143 567424 means =]

a.q

went CSA house todae for chinese project.

hihi. if eu notice carefully , eu shld had noticed tat i put a new corner called " Beloved " =] hahax.... anyway... todae cher confirm that some will minus and some will plus. i knoe i will minus and plus... so therefore... i still remain 34... i knoe he doesn't mean it... but... well , idk why , but it seems just so impossible 4 my heart to forgive him?!?!?! dunno lahh.... haix... yeahh , todae IHG , mark worksheets , BORIN!!!! Lifelit , do the " temptation " thingy ... nth much , veri sianx. thn cher let us copy her copy of " Jealousy " l0ls. BORIN also.... thn art , do the composition... i just simply suck at art... KH still say : " aq, eu must help ur husband eu knoe? his art cant make it lah , sure fail dehhh... at home coach him , kk?? " [ somthing like dat , nt so sure. ] i was like : =.=" his NOT my husband... i'm still single... besides , my art cant make it either . L0LS.... thn recess... nth much , CE , talk bout what dental stuff... SUPER DUPER BORIN!!!! todae is so BORIN... is like all fridae is just so BORIN! haix... thn we told a class photo without CSA. =[ so sad.... haix.... thn w8 in school for csa come... thn go her house, do chinese project filmin... Pamela keep forgeting her lines lah , CSA also ... =.=" we like onli take less than half of th scenes... zzz... mondae taking again... haix. hopefulli MUST finish by wednesdae, i dun care... DIE DIE must BEAT JOSIAH"S GROUP!!!! i dun believe we cant do it... nth else... thn we from 1pm - 6pm stay at csa house to do filmin =.= thn i came home , had lunch , studie abit of th geography cas tuesdae got geography class test. chapter 8 , 9 and 10 . MUST DO WELL FOR IT!!!! i dun care , MUST DO WELL FOR IT!!! arhh... study , study and study again!!!! zzz.... hopefulli i can do well.. i just dono why... i realli suckx at geography , i did study , i even study hard and memorise all the information , but i just dun seem to be able to do well in it... just like history and D&T... i suckx at those subjects... hopefulli i do well for mid-year , well enough , for my parents to be proud of miie. though i knoe they will onli be proud of miie , if i can beat josiah... i knoe its impossible , so i just hope i do well enough to be in top 5... ... hopefulli i can do it... afterall , having confidence in urself, stands 50% of possibility in success. =] kk , i go study for my geography test leh , see ya . buaiis~!

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ジョサイアの

i dunno why but i feel so depressed todae..

hihi. postin todae. had cca earlier on. went to bubbletea shop after school. strawberri soda roxs! though sheryl dun like it =p l0ls. todae... assembly... talk on eye-sight.. i like the talk just tat th qns and ans part... is SUPER DUPER BORIN! l0ls. hahax.... IHG... arghh!!! forget to bring worksheet 9.1 and 9.2 onli bring 9.3.... though i got do 9.1-9.2 =p haix. maths after tat... teacher go through maths hwk... got one qns go through b4 leh... still go through =.= zzzz... borin... almost dozed off in class =p thn recess... science after tat. got class test on chapter 18 and 19 backk... nt bad... didnt expect to get 30++ l0ls.i got 34 over 40... shld get 35 if add one more =.= zzz... thn th " eu knoe who" go say something... bout wat voltmeter and stuff... pissed miie off lah... why must he always go against miie?? got one more time... english we playin a game... thn suppose is a draw... thnx to him , girls lost .... must do punishment!!! zzz.... pissing miie off lah... always go against miie!!!!! zzz... pek cek... it's like he ALWAYS go against miie... when can he just stop sabo-ing ppl?? his character will be better and he will have more frens... pissing miie off ... as i think about my marks from 34.... remain 34... or maybe even 33... cant get 35!!!!!!! arghhh!!!! i hate it lah... he just dunno how i fail... he dunno how hard i study for everythin!!! for all tests and mid-year too!!! all i want is to do well... in everythin!!! i just want to do well... well enough to at least get top 5 for mid-year or even end of year!!! why must he always go against miie?? i'm alreadi stressed enough?? tell miie to relax... dun study so much?? haven't he thought th reason i study is to do well?? get high marks... and yet over here he is goin against miie doin well... how am i supposed to relax now?? i just dun get it... i am realli stressed and depressed enough... with all th high expectations etc. why cant he just sit at his seat, look at his paper , look at his answer , see his mistake , recount th marks??? and just DUN talk and DUN say anything?? i just dun get it?? is it tat hard to remain invisible to th class?? i dun get it!!! arghhh!!! so depressed.... i dunno why but i feel so sad all of a sudden. maybe its cas... or maybe its not... but all i want is to do well for my exams and tests. i knoe my chinese class test no longer have hope... but why can't i just do well in one subject?? am i realli stupid?? =[ i dunno why but i feel so sad , emo and depressed. haix. i dun want to post any more. bye... ... ... ... ... ...

emo_galx.
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top ten list??

How Many Things Have You Lived Through?

I have read a lot of books.

I have been on some sort of varsity team.

I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.

I have been to Canada.

I have been to Europe.

I have watched cartoons for hours.

I have tripped UP the stairs.

I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.

I have been snowboarding/skiing.

I have played ping pong.

I swam in the ocean.

I have been on a whale watch.

I have seen fireworks.

I have seen a shooting star.

I have seen a meteor shower.

I have almost drowned.

I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.

I have listened to one CD over & over & over again.

I have had stitches.

I have had frostbite.

I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.

I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.

I currently have a job.

I have been ice skating.

I have been rollerblading

I have fallen flat on my face.

I have tripped over my own two feet.

I have been in a fist fight.

I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.

I have watched the power rangers.

I attend Church regularly.

I have played truth or dare.

I have already had my 16th birthday.

I have already had my 17th birthday.

I've called someone stupid.

I've been in a verbal argument.

I've cried in school.

I've played basketball on a team.

I've played baseball on a team.

I've played football on a team.

I've played soccer on a team.

I've done cheerleading on a team.

I've played softball on a team.

I've played volleyball on a team.

I've played tennis on a team.

I've been on a track or cross country team.

I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.

I've bungee jumped.

I've climbed a rock wall.

I've lost more than $20.

I've called myself an idiot.

I've called someone else an idiot.

I've cried myself to sleep.

I've had (or have) pets.

I've owned a spice girls CD.

I've owned a britney spears CD.

I've owned an N*Sync CD.

I've owned a backstreet boys CD.

I've mooned someone.

I have sworn at someone of authority before.

I've been in the newspaper.

I've been on TV.

I've been to Hawaii.

I've eaten sushi.

I've been on the other side of a waterfall.

I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.

I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.

I've watched all of the Rocky movies.

I've watched the 3 stooges.

I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.

I've watched Looney Tunes.

I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.

I've been called a geek.

I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.

I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.

I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.

I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.

I've met a celebrity/music artist.

I've written poetry.

I've been arrested.

I've been attracted to someone much older than me.

I've been tickled till I've cried.

I've tickled someone else until they cried.

I've had/have siblings.

I've been to a rock concert.

I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.

I've been in a play.

I've been picked last in gym class.

I've been picked first in gym class.

I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.

I've cried in front of my friends.

I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.

I've played Halo 2.

I've freaked out over a sports game.

I've been to Alaska.

I've been to China.

I've been to Spain.

I've been to Japan.

I've had a fight with someone on AIM.

I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.

I've had serious conversations using IM.

I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.

I've been forgiven.

I've screamed at a scary movie.

I've cried at a chick flick.

I've watched a lot of action movies.

I've screamed at the top of my lungs.

I've been to a rap concert.

I've been to a hip hop concert.

I've lived in more than 2 houses.

I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.

I've driven more than 400 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 400 miles in a day.

I've been in a car accident.

I've done drugs.

I've been homesick.

I've thrown up.

I've puked on someone.

I've been horseback riding.

I've filled out more than 10 myspace surveys.

I've spoken my mind in public.

I've proved someone wrong.

I've been proven wrong by someone.

I've broken a leg.

I've broken an arm.

I've fallen off a swing.

I've swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight.

I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.

I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.

I've lost my backpack.

I've come close to dying.

I've seen someone die.

I've known someone who has died.

I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.

I've done modeling.

I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.

I've taken something/someone for granted.

I've realized how good my life is.

I've counted my blessings.

I've made fun of a classmate.

I've been asked out by someone and I said no.

I've slapped someone in the face.

I've been skateboarding.

I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.

I've lied to someone to their face.

I've told a little white lie.

I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.

I've fainted.

I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.

I've pushed someone into a pool.

I've been pushed into a pool.

I've been/are in love.

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top ten list??

How Many Things Have You Lived Through?

I have read a lot of books.

I have been on some sort of varsity team.

I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.

I have been to Canada.

I have been to Europe.

I have watched cartoons for hours.

I have tripped UP the stairs.

I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.

I have been snowboarding/skiing.

I have played ping pong.

I swam in the ocean.

I have been on a whale watch.

I have seen fireworks.

I have seen a shooting star.

I have seen a meteor shower.

I have almost drowned.

I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.

I have listened to one CD over & over & over again.

I have had stitches.

I have had frostbite.

I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.

I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.

I currently have a job.

I have been ice skating.

I have been rollerblading

I have fallen flat on my face.

I have tripped over my own two feet.

I have been in a fist fight.

I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.

I have watched the power rangers.

I attend Church regularly.

I have played truth or dare.

I have already had my 16th birthday.

I have already had my 17th birthday.

I've called someone stupid.

I've been in a verbal argument.

I've cried in school.

I've played basketball on a team.

I've played baseball on a team.

I've played football on a team.

I've played soccer on a team.

I've done cheerleading on a team.

I've played softball on a team.

I've played volleyball on a team.

I've played tennis on a team.

I've been on a track or cross country team.

I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.

I've bungee jumped.

I've climbed a rock wall.

I've lost more than $20.

I've called myself an idiot.

I've called someone else an idiot.

I've cried myself to sleep.

I've had (or have) pets.

I've owned a spice girls CD.

I've owned a britney spears CD.

I've owned an N*Sync CD.

I've owned a backstreet boys CD.

I've mooned someone.

I have sworn at someone of authority before.

I've been in the newspaper.

I've been on TV.

I've been to Hawaii.

I've eaten sushi.

I've been on the other side of a waterfall.

I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.

I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.

I've watched all of the Rocky movies.

I've watched the 3 stooges.

I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.

I've watched Looney Tunes.

I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.

I've been called a geek.

I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.

I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.

I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.

I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.

I've met a celebrity/music artist.

I've written poetry.

I've been arrested.

I've been attracted to someone much older than me.

I've been tickled till I've cried.

I've tickled someone else until they cried.

I've had/have siblings.

I've been to a rock concert.

I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.

I've been in a play.

I've been picked last in gym class.

I've been picked first in gym class.

I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.

I've cried in front of my friends.

I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.

I've played Halo 2.

I've freaked out over a sports game.

I've been to Alaska.

I've been to China.

I've been to Spain.

I've been to Japan.

I've had a fight with someone on AIM.

I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.

I've had serious conversations using IM.

I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.

I've been forgiven.

I've screamed at a scary movie.

I've cried at a chick flick.

I've watched a lot of action movies.

I've screamed at the top of my lungs.

I've been to a rap concert.

I've been to a hip hop concert.

I've lived in more than 2 houses.

I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.

I've driven more than 400 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 400 miles in a day.

I've been in a car accident.

I've done drugs.

I've been homesick.

I've thrown up.

I've puked on someone.

I've been horseback riding.

I've filled out more than 10 myspace surveys.

I've spoken my mind in public.

I've proved someone wrong.

I've been proven wrong by someone.

I've broken a leg.

I've broken an arm.

I've fallen off a swing.

I've swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight.

I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.

I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.

I've lost my backpack.

I've come close to dying.

I've seen someone die.

I've known someone who has died.

I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.

I've done modeling.

I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.

I've taken something/someone for granted.

I've realized how good my life is.

I've counted my blessings.

I've made fun of a classmate.

I've been asked out by someone and I said no.

I've slapped someone in the face.

I've been skateboarding.

I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.

I've lied to someone to their face.

I've told a little white lie.

I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.

I've fainted.

I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.

I've pushed someone into a pool.

I've been pushed into a pool.

I've been/are in love.

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