нєαят♥ him 4ever {17.8.10}

Heyhey, nth much , jus want to post sth so tat my blog wouldn't look so dead :) hahax.... Nth muchh happen realli actualli. Lolx :) so yuppi, jus feel like postin sth short lol. Kk , nth else. :) hehex :P

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llurvve eu 4ever { 17.8.10. 4.49pm }
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Heyhey, veri long Nvr post lehh.... Haixxx..... :) lolx . Mmmm.... Nth muchhh actualli lolx . :)

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lurvve eu 4ever. {17.8.10}
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Heyhey, veri long

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hi , com got abit prob. ;[ but i dun give a damn anymore since i wouldnt be usin it frequently anymore , l0lx arh, damn hard to use on screen keyboard. zzz... kk dun post tt much leh. later~

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i like tis song : 李圣杰-痴心绝对

hihi. :) read finish my book lehh " hunted " l0lx. tmr must rmb bring the book for pam. mmm... still havent got of the fact tat i need a new phone... [ well , not realli need , jus want. :) ] l0lx. nth much , got tuition , saw tat guy? l0lx. i think he needs to brush up on his flirtin technics? l0lx. dun seem to work ? [ heard from a girl tat is new and sit next to miie todae , cas SiYi nvr come. =.=" ] l0lx. mmm... nth much , finish a chinese story book and a english storybook borrowed from the library yesterdae... arhh , i need more books to feed my addiction , i think tis addiction is realli bad at times? jus like bloggin is a bad habit of mine too. i will jus unknowingly go to blogger.com and start to post. =.=" its like my daily thingy... [ credit: CSA ] l0lx. mmm.... i knoe i am realli random , but i notice another bad habit of mine. i nvr learn my lessons no better how i remind myself. like jus 1 month ago , i told pam , i will remind myself , NVR to stand behind someone who smokes. l0lx. and no matter how many times that happen. i jus dun seem to learn my lessons? l0lx. hahax. haix... got to somehow find a way to put tat sickening lesson up my mind b4 it happens again!

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i am so tired of playin tis ping pong game. i give up! l0lx.

leaving paragraph means , eu say eu leave msgs for miie but i nvr reply. how i knoe tat msg is for miie or not? also nvr state my name , i scared later i thought is for miie , but is not for miie. thn eu say i anyhow assume stuff , thn how? l0lx.

l0lx. i lazy find the definition , but i dunnid it anyway , i knoe the definition , jus tat i dun want to do accordin to it... hahax.

ohh , i see. i knoe eu wouldnt give up tat easily. hahax. o.0 still at NY? l0lx. when is ur parents back from SG?

o.0 so cool , go dragon boatin! i want try it sometimes! its realli cool living overseas , can try new experience... haix... gd for eu though, can try dragon boatin! l0lx. i want!!! hahax. :) envy eu leh.

mmm... unblock eu.... lazy... kk , i unblock eu once eu promise to stop tis ping pong ball game... :) hahax.

the color is okayy . :)thnx anyway.

kk , nth else. w8w8. about ur initial , i got one fren tat likes it too, :) hahax. :)

Need to knoe wat is a " need " and wat is a " want "

heyhey. daddie came backk last night. same for godma. but godma went to stay with MinHui [ cas minhui alone at home ( with maids though ) quite bored. ] anyway , tis morning , woke up damn earli , thnx to my sis... arhh , long story , dun want talk about it. anyway , todae , i realised i cant renew my phone contract yet , and my mum wants to see my CT results to think about getting miie a new phone , cas i jus got a new phone durin jan? or somewhere around there... anyway , but my dad agreed as usual. hahax. l0lx. of course , i didnt got mad AT FIRST! thn... my sister got a new TOY! zzz... she got one new one too durin jan [ same day as miie ] and my mum even say tat time is the last time... and she didnt do well for her oral exam and creative writing , and she gets something for her effort , wat rubbish is tis? zzz... of course , i got mad after tat. its TYPICAL of miie to do. i mean , who wouldnt? when they have mother who are THAT BIASED? l0lx. so i got mad. thn godma told miie tis. : handphones is onli a want and not a need. why not jus w8? afterall , who knoes? after one month , maybe there are nicer models tat eu like tat others cant get? l0lx. kk , i give face to godma , so i didnt end up quarrelin with my mum. or i would have BLOW MY TOP! l0lx. anyway , thn i went to popular. finalli got the book " hunted " tat time was solded out? l0lx. so i bought one. btw , must rmb tell sushi bout compass pt havin the book leh... mmm... nth much realli , though i am still mad at my mum , and she even got a new phone , nokia E5. l0lx. dun like it... th design like blackberry , keypad damn big... l0lx, it's UGLY to miie ... [ and its NOT sour grapes... its REALLI UGLY! ]

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well, pam told miie she got talk to eu on msn wat , thn tat time , she talk to eu tat time , i also got on9 , thn i didnt see eu on9 , so i thought eu blocked miie? l0lx.

i dunno? i think i jus sort of have a lot of " mind " words up my mind? l0lx.

athena and nithin didnt go for the debate. athena said she couldnt make it for some reasons? i dunno , forgot ask , nithin didnt turn up cas he didnt have his own script.=.=" he thinks i am suppose to do his script. hellooo , i'm like sick? how do... and besides it's HIS script , he shld do it? why shld i do it? i'm being nice in the past to help , but thn i realised how stupid of miie to help , so i stop. wat do expect miie to do? apologise for stop being so stupid? =.="

the letter... well , i dun want to talk about it. as for flyin away with my dad , it means to go with him back to china ... and i dunno wat the weird weird word is EVEN AFTER I READ IT OUT LOUD! l0lx.

l0lx. i did visit still , but most of the time , eu onli posted one a week or once two weeks or lazy visit some time.. and for the leaving paragraph , eu didnt even state my name there? hw i knoe is for miie? i am a bit dumb? and besides eu didnt leave names , wat happen if its not for miie , and i thought it is , and eu say i anyhow assume stuff? need play safe leh miie....

l0lx. yepp , i think we playin ping pong on the internet without the ... the... wat eu call tat thing eu use to hit the ball backk? the racket? l0lx. dunno... oh oh , speakin of rackets , how is ur tennis lesson goin on? eu veri long nvr mention lehh? no news on it... eu gave up? or jus dun want mention? l0lx....

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Why does hypocrites have to exist in a tis world?

heyhey... feelin quite down now... not sure if its cas of the rain tat affects my feelin or watso ever. i'm jus confused maybe? why?!?! why and why ?!?! is the onli thing up my head now... i have many why(s) to many qnses...weeks and weeks ago... well , eu can say like mmm... like a month ago? ya , around there... i went to Jessica and Jessie's house ( sisters , eu can see by the names , Jessie is one YOUNGER than Jessica and miie. ) Jessica and i... well , we cant realli say besties but we are quite close... but i nvr thought she would do tat. anyway , i found a letter [ address to miie , but was NVR mailed out? ]anyway , my pt is... it cover some truth.. some misunderstandin between ppls.... haix... why are there hypocrites in tis world? [ nt sure of spellin ] l0lx.why do ppl make frens with others jus for benefits? ... ... my minds in a MESS! arhh!!! i'm so confused by who are my frens and whose not... no one seem to be trustworthy... [ no offence by sayin tat , i jus dunno who to trust and who NOT to... ] i need time... i need time off... away .. away from all tis? i'm not sure... i onli knoe i onli have 2 days time to sort tis all out... i am lack of time... if eu read my previous post , my dad is comin home TONIGHT! and leaving on mondae... i have a bad feelin bout my parents... i dunno , but i do knoe my dad dotes on miie alot... and agrees and support all my decision... i'm jus wondering if i shld return with him tis time? i hadnt told any of my frens... cas i'm not confirmed yet... i feel like startin a new? but tis is not a game.. eu cant say want start again , thn start again! its a life , eu onli get once in a life time chance , do be who eu are now... so eu cant choose to restart ur life whenever eu want to...

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[ i knoe my post is a bit confusin. i dun wish for eu readers to understand , i jus want to write out how i feel now... yep , tats right , i am REALLI REALLI CONFUSED right now... ]

P.S , the onli reason for miie to block eu , is cas i thought eu blocked miie first... so since eu block miie , why dun i block eu too? l0lx. and i thought last time eu used to say eu dun mind us blockin one another? l0lx. [ w8w8 , eu didnt say eu mind ... but do eu realli mind or not? btw , i cant read ur mind... i need hints or clues to find out how eu feel and think now... cas unlike in the past , where i can read ur expression... now i cant... ] btw , we lost for debate , cas when i sick tat time , athena and nithin didnt turn up for it and the cher(s) damn mad at us for making them w8 , so we lost without a match. how pathetic is tat? =.=" oh oh , and one more thing... can eu change ur font color? my eyes hurts from reading it? [ btw , is mine too light too? if it is , pls inform. thnx :) ]

GD luck for tmr's maths paper. :)

heyhey. back from schhh... :) mum can fetch miie as usual. sis stay back in sch , 4 pm thn come home. on the way , we went to fetch him and his mum... his still at my hse now... though his studyin and i am postin? l0lx. we are at different room , so yeah? nth else... jus tat suddenli recall wat amelia asked miie when we talked on the phone yesterdae. [ suppose i called her to ask bout science... ended up chit-chattin? typical... ] she asked if its still possible between us? i wonder too?? l0lx. haixx... todae , EL cher nvr come. First period got relief cher. second dun have. second period , KH , Ryan , Athena , Baolian , Pamela , miie and a few more , played tai-di. l0lx. and black jack. :) i am the dealer... cas i dunno how play? hahax. :) l0lx. nth muchh realli? todae , mummi dun allow miie stay back... now i knoe why... cas his comin... as usual... my mum learnin to make some chinese "cake" [ dunno how spell tat word , so replace with cake bahh ] from his mum... which i am so NOT eatin... [ forget to mention , my mum Sucks with a CAPITAL 'S' at chinese cakes... ] l0lx. kk , tmr got maths test , i go study the maths formula. toodles!~

anqi~

[ shld i learn to speak french? l0lx. make a new fren ( from france. amelia's coz... ) ]

I am dead for todae's geog paper...

heyhey , back from sch!~ l0lx. todae got geog and CL paper . i'm for sure dead meat for geog [ without even having to say. ] l0lx. mmm... chinese , okay lahh?? though i cant realli say i'm confident in it though... slight chances of doin badli still , afterall , i didnt realli focus on it... hahax. l0lx. mmm... tmr got science paper which i need to study for nw... i missed lots of classes when i was absent , so kk , got to study... nth much realli , as usual , slackin while i can... hahax. shall plurk and tweet instead. :)

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P.S i pre-assume [ if there is even such a word >< ] tat eu still read my blog. How do eu knoe if i mean it or not , when eu dun even knoe hw i feel and think nw? C:

why do i envy MinHui? l0lx.

heyhey. mmm... nth much , woke up earli todae... thn had breakfast , MinHui went off at 9? cas she goin out todae with her darling [ JunHeng ] wo... dunno if i envy her for havin a bf or cas she can go out? or maybe both? hahax. l0lx. i did heymath test , quartic eqn one , got 9 out of 10. l0lx. one mistake , but i dun think is careless is more of i dunno how do kind. yupp , nth muchh , mummi went out earli in the morning , nt backk yet. dunno where she got? l0lx. haixx... heymaths got prob. dun let miie log in... say wat , previous time nvr log out properli , dun let miie go in till 60 minutes later... TWITTER SUCKS! curse twitter. tis morning , i in gd mood , want go tweet , suppose i got tons of thing to tweet about , but keep sayin technical problems , dun let miie tweet , now i no mood tweet leh lah! CURSE EU TWIITER! TWITTER SUCKS!

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We played true or dare and did veri STUPID stuff at dare...

heyhey! mmm... update eu bout wat we did yesterdae. nth much lahh... jus tat , i am realli busi at tat moment cas i every few min , go see my com... so my frens quite pissed off by miie?? cas i will miss wat they say thn later ask them to repeat :P especialli Amelia pissed off [ sorry :P forgive miie kk ? i knoe eu nt so petty dehh ] mmm... anyway , we stay at my studyrm... cas dinning rm damn smelly thn living rm full of ppl. ohh btw , we didnt go to my tat small HDB hor. is another one. another hse tat my parents might want to sell to get some cash? i dunno lahh , they dun usualli tell miie bout tis stuff is SiYi overheard her mum talkin to my mum about sellin the hse? [ btw , SiYi mum works as agent , dad is a lawyer ( real busi? nvr heard her talk about her dad often... ) ] anyway , ya... so... mmm... anyway , we played true or dare. we are did some real STUPID stuff. hahax. l0lx. dun feel like naming it... but its realli STUPID! :) anyway , shld say tat , their parents all veri open tat they are datin? =.=" cant believe it? i ask my mum , wat happen if i tell eu i got bf lehh.. [ jus example onli! i dun have one... ] thn she say... " see who lahh. if i knoe their parents or i knoe that guy realli well , and ur result wouldnt drop cas of ur datin , tat i'm fine with it... " l0lx. ? hahax. i am realli bored to ask her tat... anyway , MinHui ended up stayin over.. still here nw beside miie. jus tat she is talkin to her darling[ Junheng ] , over the phone. =.=" diaoo.... l0lx. plan to start studyin nw... MinHui ask miie to study dehh.. she say she goin study too... so ask miie study with her. =.=" diaoo.. l0lx. anyway , with her around , i will REALLI study.. cas she WOULD REALLI study... so i also need study, cant slack lehh... yeahh , btw if eu wonder why she can stay over is cas her parents often overseas. so her parents wouldnt knoe , even if they knoe they wouldnt mind if they knoe where and whose hse she stayin over at... she stayin over tonight too... tmr afternoon or morning thn leave bahh? dunno... but tmr night , she MUST leave cas wed got sch. :) hols tat time , she got stay over for weeks dehh :) hahax. :) l0lx. wonder when we change backk our classrm? tis one nw.. damn hot! cant concentrate...

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I like and hate...

zzz.... i hate the durian smell in my living rm right nw... my mind is realli weird?!?!?! l0lx. [ tats what MinHui say bout miie , same for most of my frens . ] i hate it and like it when he comes to visit? hahax. i like it cas... [ it's a secret ] i hate it cas whenever he comes , my dinning rm is sure to be filled with durian smells. WHICH STINKS LIKE HELL!!! his mum is a HUGE fan of durians... l0lx. mmm... anyway , my coz [ some onli , from my mum side ] came to visit. and the special ordinary(s) and their parents came :) hahax... realli had fun... their still here nw... so onli post abit. still haven't study till nw... dun feel like it? l0lx. think i am start first thing in the morning tmr. :0 l0lx. i feel so stuppid right nw?? i brought the bk " untamed " and " tempted " but i didnt buy " hunted " which is like buying both bk no. 4 and 6 but didnt buy 5? l0lx. so its like eu dun even knoe wats realli goin on... but i finalli get wats goin on in the book. In bk 7 " burned " , Kalona liked Zoey? and Kalona is like 30-40++ and Zoey is like 20++ ?? at first i dun get it.. but nw i do. Kalona was a demon and he STILL is now... in the past , ppl want to kill him? but his a IMMORTAL?? l0lx. but he is veri perverted l0lx.so ppl using their 5 elements , " fire " , " earth " , " water " , " spirit " , " wind " to recreate a beautiful and powerful girl who use her beauty and strength to trap Kalona in somewhere... [ i dunno where , they nvr state? ] but despite wat she did , Kalona was in deep love with her? l0lx. and it turns out tat the girl who ppl named as " A-ya " [ which means power or sth? nt veri sure ... cas tats supose to be in " hunted , which i didnt buy!!! ] reincaration and turn to the modern powerful... ZOEY! l0lx. no wonder... Kalona ( 30-40++ ) loves Zoey ( 20++ ) Kalona is immortal and is release from the trap by neferet [ queen of tsi sgili ] so he doesn't die but A-ya dies and turn to be zoey . l0lx. kk , tats all , i posted tis is to tell PAMELA and tempt her to borrow the book from miie to find out more... hahax. i'm so evil :P ...

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I'm glad tat SiYi totally trash the bitches :)

heyhey. todae i bought a new bk , i mean 2 new bk. hahax l0lx. mmm... quite nicee deh House of night series , jus tat i think heath shldnt die... :( why him out of so mani guys? his like the onli human bf zoey have nw? l0lx. mmm... cant w8 for the nxt book , awakened... :) ended up nt goin out with th special ordinary . :( but SiYi won the competition. :) feel happi for her too... too bad , i am nt try to wittness it myself , but on the phone MinHui said she totalli trash the bitches? hahax!!! yeahh!!!! tmr coz coming... i think Jonathan and the special ordinary is comin too.... :)

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The onli thing we have in COMMON is that we're all DIFFERENT... [ isn't it ironic? ]

heyhey . :) todae , school national day celebration and blah blah blah... l0lx. nth much , hahax. l0lx. tmr MIGHT be goin out? see my throat bahh...l0lx. its realli stuppid of miie , its better to have two brains workin on it thn one , yet i choose to turn him down? why am i tat dumb?? zzzz!!!! arhh... nvm... l0lx. blame it all my parents who give births to miie.

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Terrible sore throat and cough , cant even talk...

heyhey. tis morning wanted to go school[ at first , cas i scared i miss out too much on science. and i dun have mc for todae too , doctor onli give 1 day. ] but i realized i having a terrible sore throat... zzz.... cant even talk! can talk... but damn soft and pain for throat... so mummie say dun go school. rest at home , cas go school also veri troublesome... cant talk and so on... zzz... i missed out alot on science!!! arhh... zzzz... i am die meat tis time!!! i go study my tb bahh!!! zzz... btw , can anyone tell miie if tmr got lessons? or at least wat we need to bring and so on? got lesson as normal?

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It's time for miie to wake up and face the reality...

hey. yup , like i expected the special ordinary(s) got come visited :) they make it looks like i am a patient with a MAJOR SERIOUS DISEASE? [ touch wood ] l0lx. hahax. but still thnx for their concern? :) same for others who cares for miie too. :)

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It's onli moments ago b4 i realized, she secure a safer and bigger place in you heart compared to miie. It's obvious than eu care about her. Don't you?Since you care so much bout her , why bother hide it from her? Face up with ur own feelings , can't you? Grow up! Stop being such a coward!

我知道要你为了我而离开她是个永远不可能的事,但我依然傻傻地等待奇迹发生的这一天...

Still feelin rather sickk...

i am feelin realli sick nw... feel veri tired too , jus came home from polyclinic , having 2 days mc i think? nt so sure. ask mummie , cas i still a bit sick like dat. l0lx. nth much , jus realli sianx , stayin at home , with nth else better to do? l0lx. haix... wonder wat my frens are doin in school now? goin out later [ though i am still sick cas i need replenish my bk addictions... ] l0lx. goin compass , thn go home , maybe later frens will come visit [ MAYBE onli... ] post later :)

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Learn to forgive and forget

hey hey. todae , i onli have two lessons cas i went home durin recess. got running nose and fever... nw even got sore throat... fall sick is nt a gd feelin... i realised i always fall sick near exams , haix. l0lx. nth much , came home had medicine thn slp till like 4++?? l0lx. rest abit. study abit. use com abit... everything abit... temperature damn high. 42 degrees l0l? hot enough to boil a egg? [credit : pamela said tis ] :) nth much too lah. jus nw , Amelia , MinHui , SiYi , Jordan , JunHeng , ZiHeng , Jonathan and him came visit... l0lx. thnx alot :) but i am feelin better nw... tmr goin to mc [ i think so , see hw i feel tmr morning ]

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recall all the past memories, well this kind of incident didnt happen long ago? just 2 yrs ago? [ strt of sec1 , if i am nt wrong ] but i dunno why ... i jus dun seem to be able t rmb why did we broke up in the first place tat time? somehw, i think its cas of lack of trust i think? well , i onli knoe nw,,, is tat i dun want to rmb about the past... i am tryin my best to forgive and forget. :) [ credit : i think is C.S-A first told miie tis , if i am nt wrong , pamela also said tis b4 ]

Goinz ice-skating with friends on sat. [ maybe ]

hey hey. i'm back :) jus nw mummie go out with her gf [ i think so? she nvr tell miie , dun bother askin , later kana scolded for beening K.P.O ] thn miie and sissy alone at home , forget say , nw school councillors for boys wear long pants! they look so weird in it? hahax. long pants make them look taller when they actualli didnt grow at all? l0lx. having late dinner for tonight , i think? mummie haven't come home yet? stupidd msn... cant log in dunno for watever reason... make miie can't webcam with darling [ NOT minhui ] and daddie... zzz... btw , dunno where is godma now? last time , we talk on phone was like... super long ago? when i jus broke up with jonathan... which is like b4 sch hols? dunno hw is she nw... :) hope she got miie presents from turkey? [ jkjk. ] maybe goin out on saturdae , to ice-skate [ i knoe exams coming , jus saturdae , go out , to relax after all the studies :) ] with Amelia , MinHui , Jordan , him , ZiHeng , JunHeng and SiYi , go see SiYi's figure skating , friendly competition , thn go... must cheer for her :) hehex. Hope she wins!!! veri long nvr go karaoke lehh!!! must sing all i can on sat. [ btw , my singin sucks!! tats why , i nvr sing b4 in public , onli some ppl knoe hw HORRIBLE i sound... ] maybe , i can even take tis opportunity to learn the basics of bowling? :) dunno... see first . Tmr staying back to help out for the amazing race for the sec 1(s) with ppl from S.R.C [ zzz... why so unluckily leh miie? S.R.C , some1 i dun realli like is in there!!! ] for our cca , so thursdae , no cca l0lx. :)

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*evil grin* muahahaha...

hihi. :) jus came home from sch , nth much , dun feel like elaborating on my school lessons . anyway , todae , i a bit hyper? dunno why too.. :) hahax. maybe cas i am having fun in sch [ unlike beening borin and alone at home ] or i dunno , maybe my sugar lvl too high , anyway , nxt week got long hols , but cant relax cas after tat got CT . =.=" l0lx. daddie coming back AFTER my CT? :) ya... thn can go out have fun together. :) mmm.... i plan to make a new specs when my dad's around , so when my degrees increase , my mum wouldn't nag too much , cas my dad :) hahax. [ miie evil lehh , but i dun find it evil enough . like todae , i told nithin and pam tat joey brought mini toons sweet for Athena as birthday presents , thn they start to ask joey for their present too.. hahax. ] tats bout all !

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P.S eu have serious attitude problem , i suggest eu fix it , if nt eu would NVR be able to make frens. eu would be seriously AVOIDED by others...

[ to : you shld knoe who eu are ]

short post for todae.

mmm... yesterdae , i changed a blogskin , but nt veri nice , want change to nicer one... but just use tis first bahh... got time thn change nicer dehh... nth happen todae , do hwk whole day , veri sianxx.... so i post abit onli bahh... kk , nth else lehh.. post tmr bah.

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