Dreams 《梦想》

nth much happens, next week CNY le, cant wait!!!! (: but suay. Monday got E maths , Indices + Standard Form Class Test, Tuesday got A Maths , Simultaneous eqn + Surds + Indices Class Test, but cant really complain, compared to e1, i realized that we are much better. They got more test in a day... haha.

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梦想

人，贵在有梦想，有理想。人类若没梦想，便失去了社会发展﹑进步的动力。没有兄弟凌空飞翔的梦想，飞机就不会诞生；没有贝尔得通过屏幕显示的图象的梦想，电视机就不可制造出来。梦想是个人前进的动力，是情感的寄托，生命中的目标。梦想诚然重要，但如果只有梦想，没有付出相应的行动的话，那一切梦想都会变成空想，结果导致一事无成。坚信着自己的未来不是梦，一定要从精神上与实际行动上做准备。

编织梦想 — 小时候，我们每个人都会编织天真遐想的梦，有大有小，形形色色，长辈和老师都会不断地称赞我们“人小梦大”。长大后，懂事了，才第一次意识到自己该做的是什么。在这个千变万化的社会中磨练过后，才发现自己原来只是一个贪图者，整天想着自己不切实际的梦想，吞噬着是个人的是时间和精力。 因此，我想说的是：人应当有梦想，但其一定要扎根于现实的土壤之中，否则它就会成为望不可及的海市蜃楼。

为梦想而奋斗 — 怀揣着梦想固然是好事，但请你记住实现梦想往往得付出巨大的代价。对自己的承诺，对梦想的执著，坚持下去，必定会找到一片海阔天空。


-anqi （安棋）^w^

My ambition

hey, well, nth much, I'm just really in a good mood today, i was like so happy this morning till SHE spoil MY mood. Terence , extra ordinary, Jonathan and I was like talking about some stuff, then we started this topic on future career and stuff, Terence wanted to be a Cardiologist - heart doctor. Amelia wanted to be a Obstetrician - doctor that deals with Birth and Pregnancy [ she LOVES kids. ] and SiYi wants to be a Nutritionist , Zhi Heng + Jun Heng wants to have their own business, Jonathan wants to be a Veterinarian [ he loves pets ] Naturally i wanna be a lawyer that focus on child abuse and family issues, I was the last one to finish off what i wanna be, coincidentally , my mum heard it, she said: " Ur still not over tat stupid dream of yours? How many times must i repeat myself before u would stop this stupid unrealistic dream of yours? why cant u be a accountant like i ask u to? Or even a teacher would be fine, But why a Lawyer? " I got so mad, i ran off, it has always been like this, ever since i wanted to be a lawyer, never once was she being supportive. I'm sick of it. i know clearly myself, out of so many of my friends, only my ambition is unrealistic, and this is all because my friends are good at their ambition, Amelia is GREAT at bio , same for Terence , and everyone is good at what they wish to be, I'm the only one who wishes to be a lawyer when my english simply SUCKS! But it's not like i never tried. I practice and practice. i just dun get it... I know it long ago, tat no way , i will succeed , but still, i wish to dream, at least let me dream, dream for another year or 2. Then I'll start to face reality and focus on something, I'm really good at...

Officially the 2ND month (:

hey. Well, it's a long time since i last posted , or maybe just a week ? haha. anyway, mmm... nth much, but today is OFFICIALLY THE 2ND MONTH!!! l0ls. eh, didn't go out today, but maybe tmr will hangout WHILE helping her mum get really for her wedding , haha. so excited!!!! my dress coming on next sunday!!! Daddie's home next saturday!!! Everything seem so perfect!!! (:

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kk, back to my school life, well, cant say i hate my new class, i mean, 3e2 is awesome, and yupp, got to admit , compared with last yr 3e2 is more awesome than 2e2!!! okays, i spent all my time last week, trying to catch up with the class on bio + chemistry, since i feel abit lag on not understanding wat the cher said during lesson time. i also spent time practicing my maths, still not so familiar with Standard forms, My E maths is like MUCH MUCH weaker than my A maths, so nid more practice, went ice-skating with SiYi , too long nvr skating, i cant do tat much spins anymore... keep falling down or get dizzy. stuppid, must train again == l0ls. haha. nvm. Valentines is on monday this year, he say maybe will come back, but i doubt it , haha. feel so bad. but nvm, if he doesnt come back, i'll just go ice-skate with frens instead bah (: [ tats after school , of course. (: ] cant wait for Chinese New Year, then can gather around with friends and family!!! and got red packets too!!! haha (: l0ls. nth much, think i'm going to continue studying, update more on twitter. So peeps tat have twitter, FOLLOW ME! (: my username is: ximperfect_aqx (: [ without the smiley face. tats extra added. ]

喜欢还是不舍得？

Feeling much more relieve, finally being able to sort things out , setting things right, like we should long ago. Coming to realize that those things i worry about in the past are all unnecessary worries and doubts. This once, i chose to trust you, hopefully, i will not be disappointed again...

以前我一直担心，或许，我一直以来都误会了我对他的感情，或许，我对他的感情，就只不过是像对个哥哥一般的依赖和不舍，而并不是真正的喜欢。。。但如今我已确定，我对他的感情并不是依赖，不舍或喜欢，而是超过了一般的喜欢，是真正的爱。希望我们的爱情会长久 ♥

I wan YOU to be the one to tell me how YOU feels.

hey... Can't really say i'm in a gd mood... I just feel so sick of being the only one tat is serious throughout tis whole thing... If i knew eu would just give up without even trying hard enough. i guess there's really no pt in this whole thing. I would rather give up now , cry my hearts out and get over it real soon, than for tis thing to drag on and making me thing tat this is all a nightmare tat i'll soon wake up from.

It's already the first week of a new school year!!!

hey! It's already the first week of school. Still adapting to the new environment with new chers and classmates too. My class is really AWESOME!!! and by AWESOME i means MAJORITY GIRLS!!! There's ONLY 10 boys and 32 girls!!! wow... tats like less than half the class boys. well, tats also a gd thing , we would have lesser noise , but got this guy in our class call Aloysius. damn noisy one == l0ls. the rest still ok. Like i said , during lesson time, the class is like - silence - l0ls. tats beside hearing the cher's voice. Mmm... cher already changed our seating arrangement. Pamela sitting right in front of the teacher table. Athena sitting near the wall , right above her is the screen. and i am sitting at the last row next to the back door with a guy named Justin... reminds me of JB, Justin Bieber!!!~ l0ls. mmm... nth much. I can manage with my studies , i suppose... just cant update my blog so often anymore. but will update once in awhile , most of the time , will update thru twitter. Have to stay back for afternoon classes almost everyday except for friday [ which is today ] , and most of the time after afternoon classes , i have to rush to my tuition classes, so going to be really busy this year. no time for novels, mangas or animes. will read or watch them during hols bah! :D Oh, Having sec 3 camp next wed-fri. Athena still persuading the mum to let her go. It's already 80% to success. Left 20% only. :D yeahh!!! I still nid to get my camp stuff. shit. not enough p.e tees. shit. where my sleeping bag? shit. ARGGGHHHH!!!!~ help!!!! going to go find my stuff for camp. Toodles~

a.q ^~^

Today's the last day of sch hols

hey. Can't believe today's actually the last day of our school hols!!! well, actually i can believe it. It's not like it's anything serious. Thinking on the bright side, going to school sooner can keep my mind off sad stuff. Well, nth much today. Went to Ikea and Giant for lunch went home arnd 1+pm. Thn on com, tweet, fb-ing, gaming , chatting. nth else lehh... Thn did some revise for my wednesday's A maths, indices test. This time also must win Jonathan. :D l0ls. nth else. I have seriously no idea what to bring to sch tmr and i having doing my lifelit hwk yet! So much for doing on thursday == kk, gtg pack my sch bag for tmr. toodles~

a.q D:

Trying to get myself to think on the bright side and not getting so upset with the fact tat his not going to be here for me this Valentines Day.

I feel so cold in the "inside". Where are eu when i nid eu? Did eu forget what eu promised? Or am i the only one taking this whole thing so serious?

Happy Birthday TWINNY!!!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNY!!!!~

Hi peeps. Before i start to update on what i did today, let's wish my twinny, Athena , a HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!!~ Congrats ur a yr older!!!~. Mmm, okay lets carry on , on what i did today... I woke up earlier than usual , cas i'm trying to get used to waking up early for school without feeling tired or anything like dat. well, then did some work. Used the phone fore 2 hrs. And left for Toa Payoh at arnd 12? l0ls. nth much, supposed to bring sis go tuition, but turned out today got no tuition == wasted my time... I wanted to buy a chinese storybook from popular , but the queue was like damn long, so i ended up not buying it. i guess everyone's doing last minutes shopping for school. l0ls. Didn't shop there for very long since there got nth much, came home arnd 3.30pm. Called MinHui over to my hse. talking for awhile thn we removed our toes and nail polished since school starts in 1 day. wow, time passes really fast... I dun wan tmr to come so soon...

I hate it when i lie to myself, thinking:
It's okays, It's alright.
I wouldn't cry and I wouldn't miss him at all.
Even though i know in my heart,
That there's no way he will be able to keep his promise,
And be by my sides always, nvr leaving me alone.
Even though i long predicted tat there's no way,
This long-distance relationship will work out.
Still I choose to deceive myself,
Into believing it would all work out.

a.q D:

Happy Birthday DADDIE!!!~

Hey. Okays. Update on my previous post. Well, we started talking again, let's just say i'm a soft-hearted person... [ often heard tat from my frens too ]. We didn't really hang out often last week... Since we're all busy and stuff, where i have to go for tuition and stuff, most of the time , we only talk on the phone. Nth much besides tat. Well, i didnt really go out last week neither did anything special happened, so i dun really have much things to update about , besides th fact tat we went out for dinner yesterday with daddie's secondary frens and countdown tgt. nth else leh. so... well , nth much. Time passes really fast, It's already 2011!!!~ 2 more days to sch reopen. sigh. Can't wait... == Let's see , Happy Memories of 2010:


1.Fun Outing with Frens, especially with CSA, Athena, Pamela & Sheryl. :D
2.Long Chat On the Phone with CSA where we talk about Goaty, Sunny and JellyGoo. :D
3.After school, Bubbletea and Playgrnd Hangout with Twinny & Pamela. :D
4.After exams, Blind mice Hangout with Twinny & frens.
5.Arcade Time with CSA & Pamela. :D
6.Unrealistic Story and "A.C.E"
7.Ice skating and Karaoke with the Special Ordinarys
8.Best Dec Hols [ cas of Terence ]
9.Figured out who are my True Frens and who are not.
10.I'm happy with my end year results. :D

What's my new year resolution?
I'm not very sure. I just hope tat next yr will be a smooth yr , i would do well in my studies and my long-distance relationship will work out and be one of my longest relationships :D

Toodles~ And Happy New Year!!!~

a.q :D